Strange

I got a really weird message last night… more like a bunch of weird messages really. It was pretty bizarre and totally unexpected. See, my gay friend messages me up last night telling me how cute and sexy I was… and that I make him horny sometimes. Umm… yeah… Also he mentioned that on occasions, he has dreams of me and him having sex and that it turned him on. That I was incredibly fit (which in the UK means good looking) and that he was pathetic from telling me all of these things because he doesn’t find himself attractive.

…. He said all of these in 4 separate messages in my other blog.

Now, here’s my dilemma: I don’t know how to respond to him. I mean, it’s no secret that I like him. It’s pretty much common knowledge already that I’d hook up with him given the chance. I’m sure he knows that as well. So if he liked me back sexually, why not go for it?

Thing is when he sent those messages to me, he was drunk. No, beyond drunk! I could tell. When he sent me the messages, they were spelled incorrectly and had some of the letters in a word all jumbled up. Plus, he mentioned that he was plastered in his messages. Oh god. I remember him saying he was watching porn while typing those while his friends were downstairs partying.

I’m confused. I don’t know if he actually has genuine feelings for me or whether or not all of those things he said was from the alcohol. I don’t know if I should go for it or not. I mean, I’m scared of coming on to him only for him to reject me because he never did like me that way. Alcohol makes you do crazy stuff. I should know, I’ve had a first hand experience in Paris, but that’s another story. So yeah, I don’t know if he actually likes me or not (without the alcohol influence).

Sigh. Some people just need to be monitored when they’re drunk so they don’t go out sending cryptic, potentially-sexually-frustrating messages to people.